After this weekend, you may feel released from this, either because something motivates you to or requires you to bust a move.
Meanwhile, two very good uses of this time would be to do something that you enjoy or find useful, and listen quietly to what emerges while your mind is happily occupied.
If you do something that is useful, you will lose the feeling of running in a pointless circle of ‘should I or shouldn’t I’. Clean something. If you have a craft or art hobby, make something. Or reconnect with life force and spend some time in a place where you may safely enjoy nature. I use the word safe because this same energy can cause some people to be distracted or inattentive. If you are trying to make a decision, an answer may emerge while your mind is engaged.
Another approach you may find useful is to look at what artists would call the negative spaces–not the subject that draws the eye, but the shadow or surrounding area. When you find yourself pondering and dithering, pay attention to what emerges from the background. What crosses your mind next? It may be a thing, activity, or person that gives shape to your next step or even the ultimate decision.
